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January 27, 2019

I had an experience with my husband, Rusty, that I thought wasn’t possible.

It happened after a very intense and emotional day. My older brother had died of suicide at the age of 39, and we had just attended his funeral. We stayed at my mom’s house in her guest room. Sh...

January 20, 2019

My mom had scheduled an appointment for me to see a therapist who specializes in dreams. I had been remembering so many dreams each night, that by morning, I felt like I had no rest. I was living in two different worlds and it was exhausting. Actually more than that, s...

January 13, 2019

My dad died when I was 18 years old. I was in the first semester of my freshman year in college. I lived off-campus in a 2-bedroom apartment with 3 other young women, fresh out of high school. My dad’s death was sudden. The events that prevented me from having any warn...

January 6, 2019

Fear can be a blessing. It can drive us harder and faster toward the light, more so than complacency. Standing in a place of peace can appear like complacency sometimes. It’s hard to balance doing and not doing. I’ve been guided to spend more time in the quiet, so I th...

January 1, 2019

I’ve been getting the feeling that time is running short. Really short. I know time has sped up in the past few years, and I’m blaming that on the shifting of the earth’s poles. Even the inuits noticed that the North Star is no longer where it used to be. But even with...

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